Addiction called Mistakes!!

We all at some stage or the other have committed some mistakes that is we all have gone wrong at-least once if not more...

But the question is why do we end up doing things which we aren't supposed to...

Why is that only thing which can break a relationship is committed by you?

I don't have an answer to this..? But what I know from my own experiences is that, whenever I am enjoying my life or certain aspect of it, that is the very moment when I do a blunder. However, the most interesting thing about this fault is that you will never know until someone make u realize.

As I pointed out earlier that we all make mistakes but fortunately or unfortunately, I am habitual of committing sins. Since from my childhood days, when my mom urged me to study and I ended up sleeping or when my school teacher expected me to be on time , I always had an excuse for why not been even present or when I didn't save my best friend from some hooligans and he ended up with some bruises and lastly the mistake of all the mistakes... hurting someone special just because of your stupidity.

I have always considered and maintained that these mistakes or faults have made me a better human but then there is a contradiction between a mistake and blunder.. And today I made the blunder.

It hurts the most when someone you love doubts your intentions and commitment. But than you are the sole responsible for this act or this behavior of theirs.

Lastly, today I wish that I wouldn't have made mistakes or at-least had not committed a blunder. Mistakes make you a better human but only till you don't repeat them or else you might get habitual of the biggest addiction on this planet: MISTAKES .

Let's make this planet a mistake free planet.

Nightmares....

Nightmares... what are they?? why do they come???

a frightening or unpleasant dream is how my mac's dictionary has defined a Nightmare. They have such an aura in them that it just don't go out of your head. In fact I find this rather funny that, a nightmare lets you get out of your cosy bed but just don't go out of your head.

A friend of mine suggested that drinking water before going to sleep takes care of this devil but of-course that hasn't solved the issue.

The fact remains they come and hit you hard.

Last night , I saw this ugliest dream.. my hands are shaking while I am thinking about that.. don't think will able to write it down..

How much I wish that I could de-code them or had an undo button...

Why???

Why do people hide stuff ? Why can't they just let the person know? Is it so difficult to admit certain things or are they scared? But scared of what? Losing the person, hurting the person, or scared of admitting?

Why is it that the one person you bank upon or trusts the most ends up doing things you hate the most??

I have no answers .. and I believe no one has. Even the person who hides , does not have the answer for this WHY......